Living as an AsexualA lot of people have asked me a lot of questions about asexuality, and do you know what? That's a good thing, I'm glad people are asking questions. From someone who is asexual, the concept is kind of easy to grasp, but I'd imagine to allosexual (non-asexuals, which should just be "sexual people" imo) people, saying you don't want to have sex is like saying that you don't want to eat food. It's not abnormal, but it seems like a sign of something legitimately being wrong with that person. To tell you the truth, given the choice about being allosexual or asexual, I wouldn't know which I'd pick. They both seem to have a lot of advantages and disadvantages.
I am an asexual male. Particularly a sex-repulsed asexual male. Not all asexuals are sex-repulsed, but I am. Sex-repulsed means that seeing genitals of either sex, no matter how physically appealing they might be, or even the act of sex itself makes me feel legitimately disgusted. Now, let me be perfectly clear: I am not against people h
ForgiveI knew it would happen,
I've known since the flight back in the helicopter,
It's a shock to be killed by your lover,
This is not Light,
This is the note book... Kira
I can hear you now Light
Your with me here as I'm removed from my body
You leap at me and embrace me,
You whimper apologies
And beg for forgiveness
As you soak my shirt with tears
You turn face towards mine
To apologize again
But I force our lips to reunite
I draw back and place my forehead on your shoulder
as I murmur,
"There is nothing to forgive,
As there is nothing to apologize for,
Your not Kira and you never were."
I lift my lips to yours again
"There is nothing to forgive"
SorryLight knew he loved L.
while it was a given fact that he,
a hormone fulled teen,
would lust after the man he was chained to,
there was no need, no reason to fall (for the first time) in love.
There was always something with names in their relationship,
from L realizing that ironically 'Yagami' backwards was 'I'm a gay' in English,
to that fact that while in each others arms L had whispered
"My name is L Lawleit."
Now Light was screaming, not because of the shinigami nearby, no, he was screaming because he
was Kira, and he knew L's name.
He was evicted from his mind, not knowing that he took the memories
of their nights together with him.
If L had listened to the screams of his lover he may of heard, Hidden in the back,
'I am Kira L, Take my watch, Kill me"
And if he listened deeper, he would of heard, in a chocking voice,
'L, I'm sorry, I love you, I'm sorry.'
He may of also felt the invisible embrace, The ghost lips on his own or the tear that fell on his s